I haven’t posted on here in a long time. Over a year. Truth is my life has been quite the roller coaster and I was reveling in my privacy. What I do find is funny, is that in over a year’s absence my blog has had more “hits” than in previous years combined.
Originally this was a somewhat anonymous place I posted things, I didn’t really worry about who would find things or when but then things got real. I left my husband and all the raw emotions that went with that on both sides was too much to be airing out in public on the internet for anyone to see. In retrospect, I am glad I held back – I am almost certain that I would probably aired some dirty laundry that most certainly should not be aired in a public forum such as this…
I have experienced new highs and lows that have molded me yet again in my life to someone who is stronger and better for the experiences encountered, even if it feels like most of the last year has been filled with drama and chaos. I have my own place again that is all my own. Haven’t had a place completely to myself since before I joined the Marine Corps. Dated here and there… Had my heart handed to me a few times and really looked back on what I really want out of life.
Truth is, I still am not completely certain.