Plague of Fear

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Why do I entwine myself in dreams about you?
What is the reason that I cry longing of your love?
Why do I love you?
Why have I loved you so long?
I have so many questions,
even I don’t know them all,
Nor can I find  the strength
to begin asking any of them.
I have shed so many tears,
lost so many dreams
hurt so many hurts
and hoped with an endless fidelity.
Dearest Angel,
I am terrified to ask,
beyond any other fears,
not afraid of an answer,
but of no answer,
afraid you’d just frown
and walk away…
I just want to know,
It’s all I wanted so long,
but what if you do answer?
would it send me into a spiral
of wanting,
of needing,
more?

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About KD Williams

Kára Agnarsdóttir (aka Kirstina D. Williams) hails from Seattle, WA. She is very passionate about a number of topics including archaeology, costuming, spinning, nålbinding, knitting, crochet, travel, history, and photography. She has been a member of the Glamfolk since 2002 and is currently in school working towards bachelor's degrees in both Scandinavian Studies and Anthropology.

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